HANGIN OUT DOWN THE STREET

another "busy" day at my walter reed internship

2006-07-03T16:06:00Z

so i'm in the walter reed library right now. yes, i am in a library over the summer. it's basically just thousands of science journals. YEESSSS.

the library has a very large sign that says NO FOOD OR DRINK ALLOWED, yet the librarians are freely consuming food and drink as we speak. i refuse to take part in such hypocrisy.

and i've grown accustomed to falling asleep with my phone in my hand.

have a nice fourth of july everyone.

liiveiinskiin @ 2006-06-18T17:28:00

2006-06-18T21:38:51Z

junior year...
had it's ups
definitely had it's downs
was academic rape
was social ecstasy
had more affection
introduced me to amazing people
made distance an issue
utilized the basement door
(from taco bell to tag at the park to tequila)
initiated self unfoldment
made me believe in love.
kind of.

summer better be as....good.
junior year was definitely good.

keeping in touch is so important.
and three hours is so far away....

liiveiinskiin @ 2006-03-02T22:14:00

2006-03-03T03:17:01Z

it never hit me this hard. i suck as a person. i don't mean to. everything just comes out wrong.
i say i don't believe in love. it's just because i'm bitter everything's a one-way street, and every night i dream we're in love anyway.

two things that pissed me off today

2005-11-30T19:52:50Z

so today this girl was like "i can't help you guys with the assignment, i have cramps." wow shut up. your period and pms has nothing to do with your ability to speak spanish. just because you hurt doesn't make you stupid. if you're dumb, don't make up some crap about having cramps. and seriously, just take some fucking midol. what anatomical bullshit. don't blame your cramps for your inability to do work. maybe you're just fucking fat. which you are. cramps my ass. and since we're on the topic, " i was pms-ing" is not a valid excuse. no. you're just a bitch. being a chick doesn't mean some wild mindless beast takes over your mind once a month and makes you yell and cry for no reason. it means you can wear makeup and not be publically ridiculed for doing so, because last time i checked guys get made fun of for doing that. that's pretty much the only thing you're entitled to do. if you're "going through a rough time" which most of you aren't, and having a bad hair day doesn't count, that does not give you the right to act like a moron and then blame it on natural bodily functions.

next. i was thoroughly disappointed when i tried to satisfy my craving for a donut. i finally got a donut, and thought it was cream or custard-filled, probably one of the best kinds next to chocolate or jelly filled. but no. it was lemon. i mean seriously, who the fuck likes lemon donuts? lemons have very few purposes, including seasoning, zest, and soda flavoring. that's pretty much it. the occasional raw lemon & lemonade is acceptable. but paired with a donut? why. who thought of it? i'd like to meet whoever invented lemon-filled donuts, so i can punch them in the face. worst idea ever.

long time

2005-11-28T04:04:05Z

so it's been a while. so much stuff has happened. i definetely think about lj and what to write in an entry, but whenever i write an entry it sort of closes off an experience, and i never write about the whole thing so it kind of ruins it.

the other day, i talked to my 4 year old cousin in india. in july when i left him, he asked when i'd come back and i said when he would be in first grade and he cried because it would be two years. on the phone he told me he was in first grade already and it was time for me to come again, but he was trying to trick me into coming. i kind of died inside. everything i'm doing, it seems so wrong.

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-10-02T00:13:00

2005-10-02T04:13:51Z

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

the rules say i had to post it haha

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-09-22T17:15:00

2005-09-22T21:28:49Z

so i was writing in my english personal daybook (curse school its the root of all stress) when i was like HEY i have a livejournal why dont i update? and well junior year has already been more fun but a helluva lot more work...i need to bring my grades up, just think one screw up and the rest of my life could be different. it's a scary thought. everythings been put into perspective since my cousin nalini died a few weeks ago. they say once your purpose in life runs out you wont live one more second. thats why the good die young, because they don't even need to live anymore. it made me feel selfish, for crying. because death probably brings bigger and better things. who knows what life after life is like. the present is probably a small portion of what's to come. discovery is pointless. we save people, we try to survive? but why? why do we want to survive?

egos are a bitch.
taco bell at 1 am is awesome.
family is important.
if i missed the seniors that much last year, this year will be a major slap in the face.
way to be superficial, but ooh boyzzz. ;)
hmm next time ill stay for more than 15 minutes at a jiki night and get crunkkkkkk.
curiosity killed the cat, kids, remember that.

my room is really hot. ive been trying to plan out a good entry and they all sound really good in my head but then when i acutally start to write , well type but whatever, i totally blank out and forget what to write.

nalini i think about you everyday. when we meet again i wont be crying. <3

everytime i go to india i become less MYOPIC hows that vocab for yaa?? its just amazing to see family there, and just the lifestyle there in general. every time i go, i dont understand why i live in america. and viceversa. typing this has made me realize that things should stay in my head. its like i unconsciously put up a barrier so i wont tell people what i think or feel. i like it that way. i just hope i dont come off as a blabbering idiot.

i love everybody. it's selfish and immature not to. get over yourself. i hate it when people are mad at me because i take it as my fault. if you're mad at me, or im mad at you, or we've been mad at each other at any point in time, im sorry. yo muggs that was totally for you not that you read this. i miss you. i miss a lot of people. way too much.
payceee ya'll.
um comment please :)

holy crap did i seriously just update?

2005-09-04T02:39:11Z

yeah so im updating. miss me much? myspace has totally raped livejournal although i still think myspace is pointlessly distracting. okay so school....the workload is insane. ugh. but overall things are going pretty well. i went to the most amazing dance performance tonight. it was just. amazing. and ummmm thats about it. india was a lot of fun, i never updated after i came back so i thought i should share that. so nothing else interesting. sorry for the stupid update. just wanted you guys to know i was aliveee.
<3

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-08-18T18:01:00

2005-08-18T12:34:10Z

so im in india right now. i know i havent really kept up with this while i've been gone..but seriously who would while theyre away. i don't want to leave. i got a second hole in each ear today. im coming back in a couple of days (unfortunately). i want to see my schedule!!!!! but i dont want to go back to school. at all. make sure you tell me if we have classes together. well i just wanted to make an appearance on this fine establishment of a website. leave some love <3

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-07-16T10:29:00

2005-07-16T14:36:33Z

so on friday at around 1:30 i got the new harry potter book. i fell asleep so i got to b&n late but it didnt take long to get it. i started reading at 2 in the morning and finished at 9:30. i didnt sleep, and now here i am. the book was awesome & shocking. i cant wait till the last book, but then that would mean the series will be over....

college park ended this week too. it was pretty boring, but the people were cool and i got 250 bucks out of it. there was this one kid ben, who did biotech (i did forensics) and i talked to him briefly and he was honestly, hands down, the coolest sweetest kid i have ever met and i was infatuated in five minutes and i got suckered cause he said i was pretty. but i didn't get to say goodbye.

that was all for this entry. i have to go to sangeethas birthday parrtay and narens grad party today. hopefully it'll be fun. im leaving for india on friday so i have to majorly hang out with like fifty of you guys.

so i guess this is it until i come back.
more power to you ♥

i have no life whatsoever

2005-07-07T14:31:23Z

so this myspace thing is totally pointless, but it's somewhat amusing/entertaining.

so my internet was out from like 6 pm yesterday to this morning. and i must say it was horrible and all i could do was watch tv. did anyone else's go out?

another random update

2005-07-02T19:05:41Z

why hello there. i sort of changed my layout, and realized i didnt feel like straining myself so now its just stupid but whatever, no one pays attention to layouts do they? so on thursday, sonya drove to the mall and then we went pedal(or is it paddle?) boating with kelly which was muy fun. and really humid, oh well. friday was our last day of drivers ed woooo hoooo! but i dont get my permit till january... speaking of....CONGRATULATIONS ERICA for getting your permit! uhh so im going to another dance performance in an hour or so. thats all thats worth mentioning. oh yeah, i conformed. dont kill me.

get off my space
i didnt make it pretty or anything. the whole thing confuses me really, and i also dont see the point but i guess once i understand it, itll be fun. add me so i dont feel even more like a loser :)
and thats it. peace out.

OH YEAH.
july 4th=HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUY!
july 14th=HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIDA!
july 16th=HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANGEETHA!
july 22nd=HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECCA!
july 27th(dont kill me if its wrong)=HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY!

if i forgot anyone, my sincere apologies. tell me and i will at once acknowledge your birthdate.

the end.

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-06-29T21:40:00

2005-06-30T01:38:44Z

okay so wow i wrote a whole entry and just deleted it because i sounded like a five year old. basically, i have and will not accomplish anything this summer which im somewhat okay with, although i kind of need cash so i should get a job at some point in my life. only two days left of drivers ed. today i went out to lunch and it was the first time i hung out with kelly becca and jen all summer, although i see jen every day in good ol barbera's class. text messages are a waste of money but they always seem so necessary at the moment. i also saw batman today. it was pretty good, but i find batman's lack of superpowers disappointing. oh yeah im going to india july 22nd so give me your address if you want a postcard, if i can find postcards in the city im staying in because its not at all touristy. well this is entirely pointless, i just felt like updating because i dont have much else to do. leave some love.

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-06-22T22:47:00

2005-06-23T03:04:11Z

so yeah. third day of drivers ed went by slightly quicker with the limited help of colleen's and my new sign language. that new york kid is pretty annoying. then i went to elsas for a tad and came home. so then later i went to the mall with lida and bought earrings(which are the sex) and a dress so i can wear it to elsas soiree and maybe homecoming if im feeling cheap. and then finally we visited laura on our way home before her shift ended at starbucks. what an unadventrous adventure.

im in a relatively calmer, happy medium.
everythings just so final and unopen-ended (well i guses that would be "closed-ended" but this is my journal so lay the fuck off). it's good. it's satisfying. well, it's secure.

and wow i love the real world, the new season is whack. danny = the hottest piece ever, even with a broken zygoma or whatever facial bone he broke,

and yes, i am and-ing again, summer is so relaxing. although i should probably be doing something worthwhile or open an SAT book or something.....
nah.

and since yvonne tagged moi....

List five songs that you are currently "digging". it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist, and the song in your journal, then "tag" five other people to see what they're listening to....

1. Hate it or Love it - 50 cent
2. Bang- Yeah Yeah Yeahs
3. The Hand that Feeds- NIN
4. Don't Phunk With My Heart- Black Eyed Peas
5. Hell Yes - Beck

tag: DO IT BITCHES
huy phizzle = laxplaya07
anna capizzle = underagedrinkin
redhead = covereddinrain
erica mac is whack = cream_soda456
jen j is way = lovethelight

i dont like myself today.

2005-06-20T22:19:43Z

drivers ed started today, it was pretty crappy but then i hung out with elsa and eric for the rest of the day.

and people, just people. sonyas away, lidas got an internship, kellys got work, i havent even heard from sungi since school ended, jens got lifeguarding and no one is free at the same time to hang out, it sucks. the first couple of days lida sonya and i just hung out, really bored (and horny haha) on lidas trampoline and such. i went to ritas yesterday in davids !lexus! with lida too. and kewens pool is there but hes at work or tennis as we were so kindly reminded when we walked up to the school. i really dont know where this is going other than i feel so unsatisfied.

life just keeps going up and down and up and down again. this past day and a half....
i annoy myself. im just so annoying.
come on lets just fast forward sixty years and die already.
i can barely hang out for the rest of summer i think. i always find ways to screw things up in every single situation presented to me in life.
things are really messed up.
happy summer, guys.

first day of summerrr

2005-06-17T14:29:10Z

check the new pics
http://community.webshots.com/user/kalyofthevalley/
the last day of school is fun.
this summer is going to be short. but good.
lets hang out.

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-06-13T20:48:00

2005-06-14T00:52:22Z

Your Taste in Music:

90's Alternative: Highest Influence

90's Hip Hop: High Influence

90's Rock: High Influence

Adult Alternative: Medium Influence

Alternative Rock: Medium Influence

Classic Rock: Medium Influence

Old School Hip Hop: Medium Influence

R&B: Medium Influence

80's Alternative: Low Influence

80's Pop: Low Influence

80's R&B: Low Influence

90's Pop: Low Influence

Hair Bands: Low Influence

Punk: Low Influence

so yeah. finals suck. schools almost over. i could be nostalgic and shit but i dont give a fuck. well acutally ill miss quite a few things but the seniors are already gone and we'll see the juniors next year... whatever. i have nothing else of substance to say. oh yeah thursday-end-of-the-year lunch is at champs so yeah. spread the word and come.

random update

2005-05-31T01:38:50Z

so i got some hoby pics up....community.webshots.com/user/kalyofthevalley/
theyre pretty crappy but check them out and comment!
i totally saw kelly there which was awesome
so now i miss the seniors like hell AND hoby.
oh well only like 13 days of school or something left, right?

so friday night wasnt half bad at all.

2005-05-21T17:41:40Z

so yeah random school pics are up....community.webshots.com/user/kalyofthevalley/
...mostly cause seniors are pretty much over with school cept finals.
i dont really know what kalyofthevalley means. it just sticks you know?
so anyways...happy birthday to lacey tomorrow
and pray for my cousin please. but she'll make it because she is god sent.
life just goes on man i wish it didnt.

emo people. suck.

2005-05-17T00:06:01Z

so new camera finally....!
its like the size of my palm...
you like?

yeah no other reason for updating other than
TWENTY ONEEEEE DAYS LEFT TILL WE'RE JUNIORSSSSS. im sure being an upperclassman is overrated. well even less days for seniors. god im going to miss them. and then four days later i get to park my ass in drivers ed. woo freaking hoo! at least jen and colleen will be in the same class and i can only imagine what kinds of conversations we'll be having.

hm what should i but for 200-300 dollars. not a class ring, those things are worthless.

&amanda im sorry about spanish today i feel so bad.

so finally the stupid pics i put up didnt work and i dont want to fix it. so ill just post pics up of something eventually...hoby is coming up. i like taking pictures not being in them : (

why is our school so deprived of hot boys. hey slacker_life youre pretty hot move to maryland.

my excellence was just celebrated

2005-05-04T00:55:18Z

i doubt ill get pics up. im too lazy + we still havent gotten a new camera yet, since our last one was jacked.
& new layout sort of. i made it myself, and i sort of gave up so its stupid. aaand new song, turn up the volume.
you like? comment and say.

screw school and ap's.

2005-05-02T22:12:51Z

L AST PERSON WHO
x. slept in your bed: moii
x. saw you cry: my cousin at his wedding
x. made you cry: my cousin who gave the speech at her brothers wedding on saturday
x. spent the night at your house: no clue
x. you shared a drink with: someone at the wedding
x. you went to the movies with: no clue
x. yelled at you: mom probably, its been a while
x. told you they loved you: changsta
x. you high fived: jen
x. you talked to in person: my brotherr
HAVE YOU EVER
x. gotten in a fight with your pet: dont have a pett
x. been to new york: yesss
x. dreamed something really crazy & then it happened the next day: YESS i swear my dreams are prophecies half the time
x. had an imaginary friend:nopee
RANDOM
x. red or blue: red
x. spring or fall: spring
x. are you bored: nah. i like having breath time.
x. last noise you heard: keyboard clickity click
x. last time you went out of the country: hmm india 03
x. things you like in the opposite sex: nice hands, funny, good cologne, hot voice, taller than me
x. what book are you reading now: none unfortunately. i started slaughterhouse five some weeks ago, im going to finish it soon.
x. worst feeling in the world: knowing youll grow up and lose your childhood. and memories. and all that good stuff. and just moving on and stuff. its good but its so depressing, its my number one tearjerker.
x. what is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?:what time is it
x. how many rings before you answer: haha im not quite particular
x. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nopee, moshi pillow!
x. if you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: celebrity makeup artist
x. are you a righty, lefty, or ambidextrous: right, but it would be cool to be ambidextrous
x. do you type with your fingers on the right keys: ish. i dont use my right pinky at all thought
x. what's under your bed: a ton of stuff...nailpolish certificates pictures stuff like that
x. favorite sport to watch: bball
x. siblings: maheshhyy and sreenathhh
x. location: ellicott cittyyyy
x. college plans: somehwere in new york or here in MD. or CA maybeee since i know a lot of people out there
x. do you do drugs: no
x. do you drink: no
x. what are you most scared of: having an unhealthy child. unexpected & unnatural deaths of people i know
x. what clothes do you sleep in: uhh loose tshirt and shorts or sweat pants
x. who is the last person that called you: sangeetha i think
x. where do you want to get married: india
x. favorite number(s): 3
x. what type of automobile do you drive: sadly i do not. i want a mitsubishi galant. or any mitsubishi.
x. are you timely or always late: EARLYYYY im such a sucker for punctuality
x. do you have a job: i teach dance once a week, but its not really a formal job but i get paid so wahteverr
x. do you like being around people: on most occassions, yes
x. best feeling in the world: there are quite a few....knowing you have accomplished things, not having burdens, knowing youre loved, etc etc
x. are you a health freak: ha yeah right. i have my healthy days occassionally.
STUFF
x. want someone you don't have right now: ish
x. are you lonely right now: nope
x. ever afraid you'll never get married: nope
x. do you want to get married: def
x. do you want kids: yess
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU..
x. cried: almostt
x. bought something: uhh lunch
x. said "i love you": nope
x. met someone new: nope
x. talked to someone: yepp
x. missed someone: a lot
x. hugged someone: yepp
x. fought with your parents: nopee
x. dream about someone you can't be with: hm
x. had a lot of sleep: hell no.

wellllll i am so totally updating cause i have nothing to do. so i just did that survey. and i made fudge. and i dont want to think about school at all because it sucks and im going to fuck up that ap test. oh well. texas & the wedding were fun, i really didnt want to come home yesterday and i completely forgot maryland existed and waking up this morning was like getting slapped. and im definetely playing with that picture of my face that kelly gave me today haha. thats totally what pulled me through this day, i think lida was pretty amused with it. i think. har har. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LAURA LISA AND ERICA (eventually). aaaaand hi jen, youre my favorite. aaaaand ill post pictures in here of the wedding when my mom comes back with them tomorrow or wednesday maybe, i dont know last time i saw them i looked pretty retarded in most of them ill save myself from embarassment. but you can see me all traditonally indian looking. this is incredibly boring, i apologize. damnn im busy this week/weekend. oh well its going to be fun.

My roommates and I were sitting around the apartment one afternoon and Paul came out of the bathroom rubbing something on his lips. We asked what he was doing and he said he found some vaseline in the bathroom and he was rubbing it on his lips because they were chapped. We were grossed out. We said Ken uses that vaseline on his ass. Whenever he drinks a lot he gets diarrhea.
haha i cracked up when i read that. it was an at the moment kind of thing.

haha so did you see family guy last night. ohh gepetto.
aaaaaand this is funny....http://factualmaterial.com/douchebag.htm

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-04-12T21:13:00

2005-04-13T01:18:39Z

    well its been a monthish since ive updated, i really dont have much to say. a drama-less life is pretty damn boring. i tried to keep up with commenting though hope you didnt miss me :P
    so i guess the most exciting thing thats happened recently was my cousins wedding which was so fun, it sounds lame but it really wasnt. it sucked though that some cheapass waiter stole our digital camera and now im mad and i dont have a camera temporarily. well theres the old school kind, but we dont have film.
    and i lost my straightener...=death. well i think im getting a new one
    april birthdays: happy birthday laura, kelly, claire, sonya.
    im very happy right now. i find i dont identify try and identify myself with people anymore like i used to. well i think i did. yes i did. im more comfortable with myself now i guess. and i know i havent been really social lately, ive been really tired. but just knowing i have things to do or people who i can hang out with if i wanted to is what makes me live. just knowing i have what i need.
    my grandmother is here from india. its crazy how different my voice is at home.
music rocks as always.
there is nothing of substance in here.
    except.....CHAW CHI CHAW CHI CHAW.
and i have officially decided that mrs ryan is the devil. there are some bad teachers out there but shes just an absolutely mean person. my name is k-a-l-y-a-n-i not kalyonko. motherfucking bitch.
this livejournal makes me sound like a very dry and boring person.
r.i.p straightener #2
edit--- well the pictures of sonya and i that were here before arent working anymore...theyre on her new website anyways. it was the most exciting recent thing thats happened, although jen begs to differ.
once we get a new camera, i should start doing entries with pictures.

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-03-10T16:12:00

2005-03-10T21:26:33Z

updating for the sake of updating.
i like lunch a lot better, because i sit with lisa and lori and karina and a smaller group and i laugh a lot more when there arent so many people. just in case you were wondering.
i dont really have anything on my mind. im actually quite happy and excellent right now. and i really need an ocassion to take pictures because i havent taken pictures in a while and i would like to and i hate taking pictures of myself. im not the least bit photogenic, its rather tragic.
and since im finding it difficult to find anything to write about thats worth reading aside from the jumble of theories and philosophies about life death karma and humanity in my head, i dont think ill be updating for sometime so feel free to do any of those listed below or whatever you prefer because ive never done these things before.

say something. anything. a confession, a criticism of me, a secret, etc;etc; make your comment short, long, anonymous...whatever you want.

what is your first memory of me?
what was your first impression?
how has that opinion changed?

post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. It can be anything, a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. post as many times as you want, even.If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of me.It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.

yeah yeah they all virtually have the same concept
just do whatever

more power to you, love and goodbye.♥

liiveiinskiin @ 2005-03-01T21:14:00

2005-03-02T02:18:40Z

yeah this whole emotion/feeling thing
dont much care for it
im back to being a nihil slacker
well the point of this is that im sure you may have noticed it already but jesse mccartney and aaron carter are like twins. im posting this for erica haha.

coincidence?
I THINK NOT.