| another "busy" day at my walter reed internship |
[03 Jul 2006|12:03pm] |
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so i'm in the walter reed library right now. yes, i am in a library over the summer. it's basically just thousands of science journals. YEESSSS.
the library has a very large sign that says NO FOOD OR DRINK ALLOWED, yet the librarians are freely consuming food and drink as we speak. i refuse to take part in such hypocrisy.
and i've grown accustomed to falling asleep with my phone in my hand.
have a nice fourth of july everyone.
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[18 Jun 2006|05:28pm] |
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junior year...
had it's ups
definitely had it's downs
was academic rape
was social ecstasy
had more affection
introduced me to amazing people
made distance an issue
utilized the basement door
(from taco bell to tag at the park to tequila)
initiated self unfoldment
made me believe in love.
kind of.
summer better be as....good.
junior year was definitely good.
keeping in touch is so important.
and three hours is so far away....
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[02 Mar 2006|10:14pm] |
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blinded (when i see you) |
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it never hit me this hard. i suck as a person. i don't mean to. everything just comes out wrong.
i say i don't believe in love. it's just because i'm bitter everything's a one-way street, and every night i dream we're in love anyway.
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| two things that pissed me off today |
[30 Nov 2005|02:49pm] |
so today this girl was like "i can't help you guys with the assignment, i have cramps." wow shut up. your period and pms has nothing to do with your ability to speak spanish. just because you hurt doesn't make you stupid. if you're dumb, don't make up some crap about having cramps. and seriously, just take some fucking midol. what anatomical bullshit. don't blame your cramps for your inability to do work. maybe you're just fucking fat. which you are. cramps my ass. and since we're on the topic, " i was pms-ing" is not a valid excuse. no. you're just a bitch. being a chick doesn't mean some wild mindless beast takes over your mind once a month and makes you yell and cry for no reason. it means you can wear makeup and not be publically ridiculed for doing so, because last time i checked guys get made fun of for doing that. that's pretty much the only thing you're entitled to do. if you're "going through a rough time" which most of you aren't, and having a bad hair day doesn't count, that does not give you the right to act like a moron and then blame it on natural bodily functions.
next. i was thoroughly disappointed when i tried to satisfy my craving for a donut. i finally got a donut, and thought it was cream or custard-filled, probably one of the best kinds next to chocolate or jelly filled. but no. it was lemon. i mean seriously, who the fuck likes lemon donuts? lemons have very few purposes, including seasoning, zest, and soda flavoring. that's pretty much it. the occasional raw lemon & lemonade is acceptable. but paired with a donut? why. who thought of it? i'd like to meet whoever invented lemon-filled donuts, so i can punch them in the face. worst idea ever.
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| long time |
[27 Nov 2005|11:00pm] |
so it's been a while. so much stuff has happened. i definetely think about lj and what to write in an entry, but whenever i write an entry it sort of closes off an experience, and i never write about the whole thing so it kind of ruins it.
the other day, i talked to my 4 year old cousin in india. in july when i left him, he asked when i'd come back and i said when he would be in first grade and he cried because it would be two years. on the phone he told me he was in first grade already and it was time for me to come again, but he was trying to trick me into coming. i kind of died inside. everything i'm doing, it seems so wrong.
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[02 Oct 2005|12:13am] |
Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
the rules say i had to post it haha
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[22 Sep 2005|05:15pm] |
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so i was writing in my english personal daybook (curse school its the
root of all stress) when i was like HEY i have a livejournal why dont i
update? and well junior year has already been more fun but a
helluva lot more work...i need to bring my grades up, just think one
screw up and the rest of my life could be different. it's a scary
thought. everythings been put into perspective since my cousin
nalini died a few weeks ago. they say once your purpose in life
runs out you wont live one more second. thats why the good die young,
because they don't even need to live anymore. it made me feel
selfish, for crying. because death probably brings bigger and better
things. who knows what life after life is like. the present is probably
a small portion of what's to come. discovery is pointless. we
save people, we try to survive? but why? why do we want to survive?
egos are a bitch.
taco bell at 1 am is awesome.
family is important.
if i missed the seniors that much last year, this year will be a major slap in the face.
way to be superficial, but ooh boyzzz. ;)
hmm next time ill stay for more than 15 minutes at a jiki night and get crunkkkkkk.
curiosity killed the cat, kids, remember that.
my room is really hot. ive been trying to plan out a good entry and
they all sound really good in my head but then when i acutally start to
write , well type but whatever, i totally blank out and forget what to
write.
nalini i think about you everyday. when we meet again i wont be crying. <3
everytime i go to india i become less MYOPIC hows that vocab for yaa??
its just amazing to see family there, and just the lifestyle there in
general. every time i go, i dont understand why i live in
america. and viceversa. typing this has made me realize
that things should stay in my head. its like i unconsciously put
up a barrier so i wont tell people what i think or feel. i like it that
way. i just hope i dont come off as a blabbering idiot.
i love everybody. it's selfish and immature
not to. get over yourself. i hate it when people are mad at me because
i take it as my fault. if you're mad at me, or im mad at you, or we've
been mad at each other at any point in time, im sorry. yo muggs that
was totally for you not that you read this. i miss you. i miss a lot of
people. way too much.
payceee ya'll.
um comment please :)
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| holy crap did i seriously just update? |
[03 Sep 2005|10:35pm] |
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yeah so im updating. miss me much? myspace has totally raped livejournal although i still think myspace is pointlessly distracting. okay so school....the workload is insane. ugh. but overall things are going pretty well. i went to the most amazing dance performance tonight. it was just. amazing. and ummmm thats about it. india was a lot of fun, i never updated after i came back so i thought i should share that. so nothing else interesting. sorry for the stupid update. just wanted you guys to know i was aliveee.
<3
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[18 Aug 2005|06:01pm] |
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so im in india right now. i know i havent really kept up with this while i've been gone..but seriously who would while theyre away. i don't want to leave. i got a second hole in each ear today. im coming back in a couple of days (unfortunately). i want to see my schedule!!!!! but i dont want to go back to school. at all. make sure you tell me if we have classes together. well i just wanted to make an appearance on this fine establishment of a website. leave some love <3
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[16 Jul 2005|10:29am] |
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so on friday at around 1:30 i got the new harry potter book. i fell asleep so i got to b&n late but it didnt take long to get it. i started reading at 2 in the morning and finished at 9:30. i didnt sleep, and now here i am. the book was awesome & shocking. i cant wait till the last book, but then that would mean the series will be over....
college park ended this week too. it was pretty boring, but the people were cool and i got 250 bucks out of it. there was this one kid ben, who did biotech (i did forensics) and i talked to him briefly and he was honestly, hands down, the coolest sweetest kid i have ever met and i was infatuated in five minutes and i got suckered cause he said i was pretty. but i didn't get to say goodbye.
that was all for this entry. i have to go to sangeethas birthday parrtay and narens grad party today. hopefully it'll be fun. im leaving for india on friday so i have to majorly hang out with like fifty of you guys.
so i guess this is it until i come back.
more power to you ♥
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| i have no life whatsoever |
[07 Jul 2005|10:26am] |
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so this myspace thing is totally pointless, but it's somewhat amusing/entertaining.
so my internet was out from like 6 pm yesterday to this morning. and i
must say it was horrible and all i could do was watch tv. did anyone
else's go out?
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| another random update |
[02 Jul 2005|01:10pm] |
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why hello there. i sort of changed my layout, and realized i
didnt feel like straining myself so now its just stupid but whatever,
no one pays attention to layouts do they? so on thursday, sonya drove to
the mall and then we went pedal(or is it paddle?) boating with kelly
which was muy fun. and really humid, oh well. friday was our last
day of drivers ed woooo hoooo! but i dont get my permit till january...
speaking of....CONGRATULATIONS ERICA for getting your permit! uhh
so im going to another dance performance in an hour or so. thats all
thats worth mentioning. oh yeah, i conformed. dont kill me.
get off my space
i didnt make it pretty or anything. the whole thing confuses me
really, and i also dont see the point but i guess once i understand it,
itll be fun. add me so i dont feel even more like a loser :)
and thats it. peace out.
OH YEAH.
july 4th=HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUY!
july 14th=HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIDA!
july 16th=HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANGEETHA!
july 22nd=HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECCA!
july 27th(dont kill me if its wrong)=HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY!
if i forgot anyone, my sincere apologies. tell me and i will at once acknowledge your birthdate.
the end.
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[29 Jun 2005|09:40pm] |
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okay so wow i wrote a whole entry and just deleted it because i sounded
like a five year old. basically, i have and will not accomplish
anything this summer which im somewhat okay with, although i kind of
need cash so i should get a job at some point in my life. only
two days left of drivers ed. today i went out to lunch and it was the
first time i hung out with kelly becca and jen all summer, although i
see jen every day in good ol barbera's class. text messages are a waste
of money but they always seem so necessary at the moment. i also
saw batman today. it was pretty good, but i find batman's lack of
superpowers disappointing. oh yeah im going to india july 22nd so give
me your address if you want a postcard, if i can find postcards in the
city im staying in because its not at all touristy. well this is
entirely pointless, i just felt like updating because i dont have much
else to do. leave some love.
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[22 Jun 2005|10:47pm] |
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velvet revolver |
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so yeah. third day of drivers ed went by slightly quicker with the
limited help of colleen's and my new sign language. that new york kid
is pretty annoying. then i went to elsas for a tad and came home.
so then later i went to the mall with lida and bought earrings(which
are the sex) and a dress so i can wear it to elsas soiree and maybe
homecoming if im feeling cheap. and then finally we visited laura on
our way home before her shift ended at starbucks. what an unadventrous
adventure.
im in a relatively calmer, happy medium.
everythings just so final and unopen-ended (well i guses that would be
"closed-ended" but this is my journal so lay the fuck off). it's good.
it's satisfying. well, it's secure.
and wow i love the real world, the new season is whack. danny = the
hottest piece ever, even with a broken zygoma or whatever facial bone
he broke,
and yes, i am and-ing again, summer is so relaxing. although i should
probably be doing something worthwhile or open an SAT book or something.....
nah.
and since yvonne tagged moi....
List five songs that you are currently "digging". it doesn't matter
what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're
any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post
these instructions, the artist, and the song in your journal, then
"tag" five other people to see what they're listening to....
1. Hate it or Love it - 50 cent
2. Bang- Yeah Yeah Yeahs
3. The Hand that Feeds- NIN
4. Don't Phunk With My Heart- Black Eyed Peas
5. Hell Yes - Beck
tag: DO IT BITCHES
huy phizzle = laxplaya07
anna capizzle = underagedrinkin
redhead = covereddinrain
erica mac is whack = cream_soda456
jen j is way = lovethelight
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| i dont like myself today. |
[20 Jun 2005|06:12pm] |
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drivers ed started today, it was pretty crappy but then i hung out with elsa and eric for the rest of the day.
and people, just people. sonyas away, lidas got an internship,
kellys got work, i havent even heard from sungi since school ended,
jens got lifeguarding and no one is free at the same time to hang out,
it sucks. the first couple of days lida sonya and i just hung
out, really bored (and horny haha) on lidas trampoline and such. i went to ritas yesterday in davids !lexus!
with lida too. and kewens pool is there but hes at work or tennis as we
were so kindly reminded when we walked up to the school. i really dont
know where this is going other than i feel so unsatisfied.
life just keeps going up and down and up and down again. this past day and a half....
i annoy myself. im just so annoying.
come on lets just fast forward sixty years and die already.
i can barely hang out for the rest of summer i think. i always find
ways to screw things up in every single situation presented to me in
life.
things are really messed up.
happy summer, guys.
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[13 Jun 2005|08:48pm] |
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Your Taste in Music:
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| 90's Alternative: Highest Influence | | 90's Hip Hop: High Influence | | 90's Rock: High Influence | | Adult Alternative: Medium Influence | | Alternative Rock: Medium Influence | | Classic Rock: Medium Influence | | Old School Hip Hop: Medium Influence | | R&B: Medium Influence | | 80's Alternative: Low Influence | | 80's Pop: Low Influence | | 80's R&B: Low Influence | | 90's Pop: Low Influence | | Hair Bands: Low Influence | | Punk: Low Influence |
so yeah. finals suck. schools almost over. i could be nostalgic and
shit but i dont give a fuck. well acutally ill miss quite a few things
but the seniors are already gone and we'll see the juniors next year... whatever.
i have nothing else of substance to say. oh yeah thursday-end-of-the-year lunch is at champs so yeah. spread the word and come.
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| random update |
[30 May 2005|09:35pm] |
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so i got some hoby pics up....community.webshots.com/user/kalyofthevalley/
theyre pretty crappy but check them out and comment!
i totally saw kelly there which was awesome
so now i miss the seniors like hell AND hoby.
oh well only like 13 days of school or something left, right?
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| so friday night wasnt half bad at all. |
[21 May 2005|01:37pm] |
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so yeah random school pics are up....community.webshots.com/user/kalyofthevalley/
...mostly cause seniors are pretty much over with school cept finals.
i dont really know what kalyofthevalley means. it just sticks you know?
so anyways...happy birthday to lacey tomorrow
and pray for my cousin please. but she'll make it because she is god sent.
life just goes on man i wish it didnt.
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